Memories are meant to be forever.
Some just vanish into thin air.
We don't know what we want..
Whether to forget them or to just keep them in mind.
It's our decision to choose, yeah, it's hard I know. I've been in that position.
We play those memories back, cause that's a sign that we want to be in that scene again before letting go..
But, it never happens, unless you make it happen. then I don't know how that works
It may seem easy to just jump out of the blues and just say things that remind us to another person, but when it comes to saying it to the same person that you were thinking about, it's different.
It makes it seem like if your stuck in a crowded corner having nowhere to go., your just stuck.
Memories are what keeps us alive, it's what makes us feel..
Give me a memory where you first feel in love.. don't you wish you were there again.??
Wanting that same feeling, where you have butterflies in your stomach and your mind is just getting lost in traffic.
Yeah, I know ..
The mind tends to have endless memory of our lives,
Some of us don't remember when we were little kids, that's when I talk about memory fading to black..
It's exactly like being blacked out.
That's why we think a lot. We say things like; "What Happen??" , "Did I really?" , "What's wrong with me?" , "I got to move on."
It leaves us with so many question, but the best thing you can do, is leave them unanswered.
"Memory is a way on holding onto
The things you Love
The things you Are, and
The things you never want to let go."
"Time Passes, Memories fade, Feeling change
People Change But, Hearts never Forget."
Saturday, July 19, 2014
Friday, June 27, 2014
Zombie.
This mythical scientific creature, that was said to be soon alive.
Their not human, Their DEAD!!
But, question that is set to mind is??
How do they actually come back to life?? do they feel?? do they think??
All these questions that remain.
Let me tell you a story. its going to be sad but romantic. weird.. Right?
.....
Helppp!!!!! Someone. PLEASEEE!!!!!
My dad.. he's hurt. Hold on dad, someone is going to come and help.
Please don't leave me alone....
.....
Mom?? I...I.. I thought you were dead??? .....Mom???....
What's going on??
Her mom runs towards her, she has her arms wide open ready to grab her and eat her.
She runs and runs, till someone hits her mom in the head with a shovel.
Thank you?? Sir!!!!??. Sh.. She was dead... an.. and she just got up and.. and next thing you know she's running towards me with her arms wide open and .... and her mouth wide open.. getting ready to bite me...
Are you OKaii!!!!,ohh jesus Christ, poor child..What's your name little girl???
My... my name is Mariko Saki.
That's a nice name for a lil beautiful, strong girl.
Thank you... I need to go back home.. my dad is still there.. please.
Okaii but, im coming with you okaii. not leaving you alone. What's your dad's name?Was your dad hurt??
Yes, he was bleeding a lot, from his neck...His name is Katsuo Saki.
What was your mom's name??
Her name was Mizuki Saki....DADDDYYY!!! STOPP, LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!
9 hours ago.
Good Morning Sweetie! Katsuo said.
Good Morning daddy! Mariko Said.
What do you want for breakfast? Darling.
I want pancakes and sausage with egg and orange juice, daddy.
Ok,get up and go get ready for school, and when you come down your food will be ready. Don't forget to wash your mouth.
GoodMorning Babe. Mizuki said.
Good Morning, Sweetie, How was your sleep *wink-wink*
It was the best sleep I ever had. Can't wait to you come back home.
Haha, babe, we have a lil girl. I think she forgot that today is her birthday. He whispers.
Should I tell her??
No, I was thinking if we gave her a lil surprise party. I'll see if I can get out of work early and do some shopping.
Ok, ill go and get a cake for her, and also do some phone calls for family and friends to come and celebrate her 10th birthday party. okaii.
Ok.
Mariko got ready for school and ate her breakfast. She had no clue that today was her birthday. So, when her dad dropped her off to school. He just smiled and said "Have Fun Mariko!!" While her dad was working, he got a lil sick. He had some severe headache and stomachache. He didn't want to cancel the surprise party, so he went to the store for some decorating supplies, and also a present for her. Mizuki went and got her a cake, Mariko loves sponge with strawberry filling, so, she got her the cake. She called her parents , friends and relatives, along with her husband's family and friends.
When Mizuki got home, she started to throw up blood. She looked in the mirror and started to look pale. She got scared but, she also didn't want to cancel the surprise party. They both started to decorate the house and got ready for the surprise party. Family and friends came, they got excited, because her parents told them that she didn't know that today was her birthday.
Okaii, school is almost over and im on my way to go pick her up. I'll call you when im a block away. Katsuo said happily.
Okaii darling, we will be ready. Mizuki Said excitedly.
....
*Beep-Beep*
Mariko, come on, get in.
Okaii, daddy.
How was school??
It was fun, I got to play hide and seek with my friends at lunch and I got an A on my Math test.
High-five sweetie, that's good that you had fun at school and also passed your math test.
*turns up the radio*
Zombie-The Cranberries.
They both sings, looking at each other and smiling. having a good time. Katsuo gets his phone and calls Mizuki.
We are almost there, get ready.
Mariko got curious..??
Get ready for what? daddy??
Ohh, nothing sweetie, its just something me and your mom are doing.
Oh, okaii.
*continues singing*
.....
Finally, home. Katsuo sigh.
Come on darling, lets go inside and ill get you some ice cream.
Yayy!! Ice cream.!!
She runs to the door and opens the door.
SURPRISE!!!!!!!
Mariko jumps up and screams, then she laughs.
It's my birthday??
Yes, sweetie, Mizuki replied.
When everyone told her happy birthday. Everybody went and serves themselves to eat. Later on the day. Her parents takes out the cake. Mariko was soo happy to see her cake. It was serve with ice cream and jello. Everybody started singing Happy Birthday to her. Once it was done, she blew out the candles. Mariko made a wish..
YAYY!! hahahah everybody said.
Mizuki runs up to the restroom. Everybody got quiet.
Oh, don't mind her, she's probably a lil sick.. you wants some sweetie.?
Yes, daddy. Is mom sick?
I think so, probably she ate something bad.
When everybody was eating and having a good time. Mariko saw the living room carpet full of presents. It was already late, so they didn't see Mariko open up her presents. Mizuki never got down from the restroom. Everybody got worry. Katsuo went to check up on her, and she was laying on the restroom floor. He thought she was asleep, so he got her a blanket and covered her. He went back downstairs and told everybody that she was tired and fell asleep. While, Katsuo was thanking everybody for coming to Mariko's surprise party. Mariko was there standing right next to her dad, trying to tell him something. Everybody had left. A few minutes later. Mariko told her dad that mom was gone from the restroom.
What?? Did you check the room??
Yes, I checked everywhere. I don't know where she is at?
Okaii stay here and don't move. okaii.
OKaii daddy.
Katsuo went to look for Mizuki, she was in her daughter's room.
Babe, what's wrong??
Ahhh!!!!
Mizuki went and attacked Katsuo. Katsuo was looking at her and saw that she looked raw. Her teeth was black, her skin was pale and bloody, her nails was black, her eyes were white. She was attacking him trying to get a bite out of him.
AHHH!!!
Daddy?? Whats going on?? Mariko screams.
Mariko hears a body hit the floor. Katsuo runs downstairs getting mariko out.
Daddy, where's mommy??
Mommy is dead.. She hurt me..
Mariko saw that her dad was holding a shirt on his neck. Katsuo was fainting.
Run.. to the car.
Mariko runs to the car. Katsuo goes and gets the keys and saw that Mizuki was slowly going down the stairs.
He runs outside but then the fresh air hit him. He fainted almost heading to the car.
Daddyy!!!! Daddyy!!! wake up!!!
Mariko runs to her dad.. She started to cry.. She was getting scared.
Dadddy!!! she cries.
She saw the blood flow away from his body, but she thought that he was still alive.
That's when Mariko Screamed
Helppp!!!!! Someone. PLEASEEE!!!!!
My dad.. he's hurt. Hold on dad, someone is going to come and help.
Please don't leave me alone....
.....
Mom?? I...I.. I thought you were dead??? .....Mom???....
What's going on??
Her mom runs towards her, she has her arms wide open ready to grab her and eat her.
She runs and runs, till someone hits her mom in the head with a shovel.
Thank you?? Sir!!!!??. Sh.. She was dead... an.. and she just got up and.. and next thing you know she's running towards me with her arms wide open and .... and her mouth wide open.. getting ready to bite me...
Are you OKaii!!!!,ohh jesus Christ, poor child..What's your name little girl???
My... my name is Mariko Saki.
That's a nice name for a lil beautiful, strong girl.
Thank you... I need to go back home.. my dad is still there.. please.
Okaii but, im coming with you okaii. not leaving you alone. What's your dad's name?Was your dad hurt??
Yes, he was bleeding a lot, from his neck...His name is Katsuo Saki.
What was your mom's name??
Her name was Mizuki Saki....
DADDDYYY!!! STOPP, LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!
He was attacking the boy that saved her when her mom was chasing her.
Mariko went and grabbed the shovel and stabbed him in the head. Katsuo stopped and fell to the floor.
Mariko started to scream and cry. The boy hugged her.
It's okaii.. everything is going to be okaii..
Mariko saw her mom walking a block away. People where jogging, she went and attacked them making them bleed and bringing them back to life She didn't know what was going on.
We gotta go.. .
Yeah your right, let's go to my house you'll be safe there.
What's your name??
My name is Takashi Miki.
How old are you??
Im 18, and you??
I just turned 10.
Wow, today is your birthday?
Yes, today was my birthday
OMG!!! Don't worry I wont leave you, ill protect you forever. I Promise
Mariko smiled, and hugs him tightly. As they got to his house. He started to locked the windows and doors, closing up the curtains.
Should we call the police?? Mariko said curiously
No, probably someone already had. I'm so sorry you had to spend you night like this. How did this happen??
I don't know, my mom was sick. I don't know how she could die and come back to life.
You don't have to talk about it of you don't want to.
Okaii, ill probably tell you some other day, right now I can think, I'm scared, I don't know what to do?
They both spend the night hearing people scream and banging on the door. Takashi was holding Mariko's ear, covering her ear from hearing it. Takashi got his ipod and gave it to Mariko to hear, so he put on earphones and put them on for her. He gave it to her from hearing people scream. Luckily Takashi has seen zombie movies, so he is pretty much prepared. he has a basement that lead to another room where he has guns, armor, knives, a lot of weapons. and the basement contains 2 years worth of things to survive like food, water, etc. While Mariko was sleeping still listening to music. Takashi went and boarded up the windows, keeping his promise.
He left a lil space in one of the windows so that he can keep up with the day and to see the condition on the outside. When he finished making sure everything was safe. he went and fell asleep right beside her.
......
2 weeks gone by
Both Mariko and Takashi knew each other pretty well. Takashi trained her for when a walking dead comes towards her and how to survive. He was teaching her everything she needed to know in school. He also told her that she needed to start being brave and strong no matter what happens to both of them. He even told her that she loves her.. They both spent a lot of time together, he had everything they needed to have fun and have something to do in the house.
Mariko, promise that you will be strong, and brave.
I promise.
...........
4 months later.
Takashi, im bleeding.
From where???
In my cooch..
ohhhh, remember what I told you when girls have their periods..
yeah, that's what happens. Girls tend to bleed every month on their period days. once you end your period day you count 28 day until your next period. But, don't worry I got some pads for you in the basement, let me go get them.
Hurry, okaii.
Okaii.
...
Okaii here, try this
where do I put it??
can I show you??
yeah sure...
ummm. .. theirs a sticker in the back and you peel it off and just put it ....... .. right there..
thank you..
yeah no prob, im always here for you.. now lets mark this in the calendar, so that you can keep track of your period days.
hehe ^__^ thanks. again.
Takashi started to have feeling for her. He kept saying in his head, Wow, on her birthday both her parents died and cause a big disease around the world and manage to stay strong and brave, when I first met her.
Remember when I told you I made a wish on my birthday when I blew the candles?
yeah, I did I wouldn't forget it.
Well, do you want to know what I wish for?
Umm if you want, I mean you don't have to if you don't want to..
I wish to be with someone that would never let mi down and also to be strong and brave.
well, your dreams definitely came true.
hehe It did huh. heheh
They both didn't leave the house, they didn't get fat, Takashi had a fitness room, and a lot of other rooms. He lived in a 4 bedroom house with 2 restrooms with an attic and basement, an indoor pool, soccer field, and a garage. He was kinda rich, he did good in school and had a good job. which paid up for what he has in his house.
......
8 years later
Mariko.. wake upp..
Why??
Did you forget what day it is.?
Yeah kinda why??
It's your birthday.!!
Ohh yeah hehehe. Happy birthday to me.
I made you a cake and breakfast.
Thanks. hehe you didn't have to tho.
No, it my treat, it was more like I needed to.
Wow, I cant believe I'm 18 and I'm a survivor of this zombie apocalypse
Yes you are, and we both are survivors. I've been trying to say this for a long time but here it goes. When I first saw you, I knew there was something about you that was special. I needed to know more about you. I saw the situation you were in, you were smart about what you did, and I know that you were scared. I was too. But good thing I was there in time to save you.. We know each other better than I knew anybody I was with the past 11 years.. Now that I have you here with me, I've been trying my best to protect you, keeping the promise I did for you. I'm glad that we have had no fights with each other, unless we are facing a zombie, but that's no the point here. I Love You with all my heart. And I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I never want to lose you. I know that we might be facing the world right now, but what matters the most is that I'm with you. You make me strong and brave, I have a reason to live and that reason is you...
Wow,... I don't know what to say. I mean like I love you too ever since you told me Don't worry I wont leave you, ill protect you forever I promise. that was 8 years ago. I still have the feeling now, you taught me way more than anybody, you never once made me feel embarrass, sad, mad, or cry. Me being on my period days doesn't count. I'm glad I have you in my life.
They both hugged and kissed. Even if the world is full with zombies. They manage to defeat them together, and getting the things they need to survive.
Until next time, folks..
The End.
"Heart is taking over
When the violence causes silence"
-The Cranberries/ Song "Zombie"
Their not human, Their DEAD!!
But, question that is set to mind is??
How do they actually come back to life?? do they feel?? do they think??
All these questions that remain.
Let me tell you a story. its going to be sad but romantic. weird.. Right?
.....
Helppp!!!!! Someone. PLEASEEE!!!!!
My dad.. he's hurt. Hold on dad, someone is going to come and help.
Please don't leave me alone....
.....
Mom?? I...I.. I thought you were dead??? .....Mom???....
What's going on??
Her mom runs towards her, she has her arms wide open ready to grab her and eat her.
She runs and runs, till someone hits her mom in the head with a shovel.
Thank you?? Sir!!!!??. Sh.. She was dead... an.. and she just got up and.. and next thing you know she's running towards me with her arms wide open and .... and her mouth wide open.. getting ready to bite me...
Are you OKaii!!!!,ohh jesus Christ, poor child..What's your name little girl???
My... my name is Mariko Saki.
That's a nice name for a lil beautiful, strong girl.
Thank you... I need to go back home.. my dad is still there.. please.
Okaii but, im coming with you okaii. not leaving you alone. What's your dad's name?Was your dad hurt??
Yes, he was bleeding a lot, from his neck...His name is Katsuo Saki.
What was your mom's name??
Her name was Mizuki Saki....DADDDYYY!!! STOPP, LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!
9 hours ago.
Good Morning Sweetie! Katsuo said.
Good Morning daddy! Mariko Said.
What do you want for breakfast? Darling.
I want pancakes and sausage with egg and orange juice, daddy.
Ok,get up and go get ready for school, and when you come down your food will be ready. Don't forget to wash your mouth.
GoodMorning Babe. Mizuki said.
Good Morning, Sweetie, How was your sleep *wink-wink*
It was the best sleep I ever had. Can't wait to you come back home.
Haha, babe, we have a lil girl. I think she forgot that today is her birthday. He whispers.
Should I tell her??
No, I was thinking if we gave her a lil surprise party. I'll see if I can get out of work early and do some shopping.
Ok, ill go and get a cake for her, and also do some phone calls for family and friends to come and celebrate her 10th birthday party. okaii.
Ok.
Mariko got ready for school and ate her breakfast. She had no clue that today was her birthday. So, when her dad dropped her off to school. He just smiled and said "Have Fun Mariko!!" While her dad was working, he got a lil sick. He had some severe headache and stomachache. He didn't want to cancel the surprise party, so he went to the store for some decorating supplies, and also a present for her. Mizuki went and got her a cake, Mariko loves sponge with strawberry filling, so, she got her the cake. She called her parents , friends and relatives, along with her husband's family and friends.
When Mizuki got home, she started to throw up blood. She looked in the mirror and started to look pale. She got scared but, she also didn't want to cancel the surprise party. They both started to decorate the house and got ready for the surprise party. Family and friends came, they got excited, because her parents told them that she didn't know that today was her birthday.
Okaii, school is almost over and im on my way to go pick her up. I'll call you when im a block away. Katsuo said happily.
Okaii darling, we will be ready. Mizuki Said excitedly.
....
*Beep-Beep*
Mariko, come on, get in.
Okaii, daddy.
How was school??
It was fun, I got to play hide and seek with my friends at lunch and I got an A on my Math test.
High-five sweetie, that's good that you had fun at school and also passed your math test.
*turns up the radio*
Zombie-The Cranberries.
They both sings, looking at each other and smiling. having a good time. Katsuo gets his phone and calls Mizuki.
We are almost there, get ready.
Mariko got curious..??
Get ready for what? daddy??
Ohh, nothing sweetie, its just something me and your mom are doing.
Oh, okaii.
*continues singing*
.....
Finally, home. Katsuo sigh.
Come on darling, lets go inside and ill get you some ice cream.
Yayy!! Ice cream.!!
She runs to the door and opens the door.
SURPRISE!!!!!!!
Mariko jumps up and screams, then she laughs.
It's my birthday??
Yes, sweetie, Mizuki replied.
When everyone told her happy birthday. Everybody went and serves themselves to eat. Later on the day. Her parents takes out the cake. Mariko was soo happy to see her cake. It was serve with ice cream and jello. Everybody started singing Happy Birthday to her. Once it was done, she blew out the candles. Mariko made a wish..
YAYY!! hahahah everybody said.
Mizuki runs up to the restroom. Everybody got quiet.
Oh, don't mind her, she's probably a lil sick.. you wants some sweetie.?
Yes, daddy. Is mom sick?
I think so, probably she ate something bad.
When everybody was eating and having a good time. Mariko saw the living room carpet full of presents. It was already late, so they didn't see Mariko open up her presents. Mizuki never got down from the restroom. Everybody got worry. Katsuo went to check up on her, and she was laying on the restroom floor. He thought she was asleep, so he got her a blanket and covered her. He went back downstairs and told everybody that she was tired and fell asleep. While, Katsuo was thanking everybody for coming to Mariko's surprise party. Mariko was there standing right next to her dad, trying to tell him something. Everybody had left. A few minutes later. Mariko told her dad that mom was gone from the restroom.
What?? Did you check the room??
Yes, I checked everywhere. I don't know where she is at?
Okaii stay here and don't move. okaii.
OKaii daddy.
Katsuo went to look for Mizuki, she was in her daughter's room.
Babe, what's wrong??
Ahhh!!!!
Mizuki went and attacked Katsuo. Katsuo was looking at her and saw that she looked raw. Her teeth was black, her skin was pale and bloody, her nails was black, her eyes were white. She was attacking him trying to get a bite out of him.
AHHH!!!
Daddy?? Whats going on?? Mariko screams.
Mariko hears a body hit the floor. Katsuo runs downstairs getting mariko out.
Daddy, where's mommy??
Mommy is dead.. She hurt me..
Mariko saw that her dad was holding a shirt on his neck. Katsuo was fainting.
Run.. to the car.
Mariko runs to the car. Katsuo goes and gets the keys and saw that Mizuki was slowly going down the stairs.
He runs outside but then the fresh air hit him. He fainted almost heading to the car.
Daddyy!!!! Daddyy!!! wake up!!!
Mariko runs to her dad.. She started to cry.. She was getting scared.
Dadddy!!! she cries.
She saw the blood flow away from his body, but she thought that he was still alive.
That's when Mariko Screamed
Helppp!!!!! Someone. PLEASEEE!!!!!
My dad.. he's hurt. Hold on dad, someone is going to come and help.
Please don't leave me alone....
.....
Mom?? I...I.. I thought you were dead??? .....Mom???....
What's going on??
Her mom runs towards her, she has her arms wide open ready to grab her and eat her.
She runs and runs, till someone hits her mom in the head with a shovel.
Thank you?? Sir!!!!??. Sh.. She was dead... an.. and she just got up and.. and next thing you know she's running towards me with her arms wide open and .... and her mouth wide open.. getting ready to bite me...
Are you OKaii!!!!,ohh jesus Christ, poor child..What's your name little girl???
My... my name is Mariko Saki.
That's a nice name for a lil beautiful, strong girl.
Thank you... I need to go back home.. my dad is still there.. please.
Okaii but, im coming with you okaii. not leaving you alone. What's your dad's name?Was your dad hurt??
Yes, he was bleeding a lot, from his neck...His name is Katsuo Saki.
What was your mom's name??
Her name was Mizuki Saki....
DADDDYYY!!! STOPP, LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!
He was attacking the boy that saved her when her mom was chasing her.
Mariko went and grabbed the shovel and stabbed him in the head. Katsuo stopped and fell to the floor.
Mariko started to scream and cry. The boy hugged her.
It's okaii.. everything is going to be okaii..
Mariko saw her mom walking a block away. People where jogging, she went and attacked them making them bleed and bringing them back to life She didn't know what was going on.
We gotta go.. .
Yeah your right, let's go to my house you'll be safe there.
What's your name??
My name is Takashi Miki.
How old are you??
Im 18, and you??
I just turned 10.
Wow, today is your birthday?
Yes, today was my birthday
OMG!!! Don't worry I wont leave you, ill protect you forever. I Promise
Mariko smiled, and hugs him tightly. As they got to his house. He started to locked the windows and doors, closing up the curtains.
Should we call the police?? Mariko said curiously
No, probably someone already had. I'm so sorry you had to spend you night like this. How did this happen??
I don't know, my mom was sick. I don't know how she could die and come back to life.
You don't have to talk about it of you don't want to.
Okaii, ill probably tell you some other day, right now I can think, I'm scared, I don't know what to do?
They both spend the night hearing people scream and banging on the door. Takashi was holding Mariko's ear, covering her ear from hearing it. Takashi got his ipod and gave it to Mariko to hear, so he put on earphones and put them on for her. He gave it to her from hearing people scream. Luckily Takashi has seen zombie movies, so he is pretty much prepared. he has a basement that lead to another room where he has guns, armor, knives, a lot of weapons. and the basement contains 2 years worth of things to survive like food, water, etc. While Mariko was sleeping still listening to music. Takashi went and boarded up the windows, keeping his promise.
He left a lil space in one of the windows so that he can keep up with the day and to see the condition on the outside. When he finished making sure everything was safe. he went and fell asleep right beside her.
......
2 weeks gone by
Both Mariko and Takashi knew each other pretty well. Takashi trained her for when a walking dead comes towards her and how to survive. He was teaching her everything she needed to know in school. He also told her that she needed to start being brave and strong no matter what happens to both of them. He even told her that she loves her.. They both spent a lot of time together, he had everything they needed to have fun and have something to do in the house.
Mariko, promise that you will be strong, and brave.
I promise.
...........
4 months later.
Takashi, im bleeding.
From where???
In my cooch..
ohhhh, remember what I told you when girls have their periods..
yeah, that's what happens. Girls tend to bleed every month on their period days. once you end your period day you count 28 day until your next period. But, don't worry I got some pads for you in the basement, let me go get them.
Hurry, okaii.
Okaii.
...
Okaii here, try this
where do I put it??
can I show you??
yeah sure...
ummm. .. theirs a sticker in the back and you peel it off and just put it ....... .. right there..
thank you..
yeah no prob, im always here for you.. now lets mark this in the calendar, so that you can keep track of your period days.
hehe ^__^ thanks. again.
Takashi started to have feeling for her. He kept saying in his head, Wow, on her birthday both her parents died and cause a big disease around the world and manage to stay strong and brave, when I first met her.
Remember when I told you I made a wish on my birthday when I blew the candles?
yeah, I did I wouldn't forget it.
Well, do you want to know what I wish for?
Umm if you want, I mean you don't have to if you don't want to..
I wish to be with someone that would never let mi down and also to be strong and brave.
well, your dreams definitely came true.
hehe It did huh. heheh
They both didn't leave the house, they didn't get fat, Takashi had a fitness room, and a lot of other rooms. He lived in a 4 bedroom house with 2 restrooms with an attic and basement, an indoor pool, soccer field, and a garage. He was kinda rich, he did good in school and had a good job. which paid up for what he has in his house.
......
8 years later
Mariko.. wake upp..
Why??
Did you forget what day it is.?
Yeah kinda why??
It's your birthday.!!
Ohh yeah hehehe. Happy birthday to me.
I made you a cake and breakfast.
Thanks. hehe you didn't have to tho.
No, it my treat, it was more like I needed to.
Wow, I cant believe I'm 18 and I'm a survivor of this zombie apocalypse
Yes you are, and we both are survivors. I've been trying to say this for a long time but here it goes. When I first saw you, I knew there was something about you that was special. I needed to know more about you. I saw the situation you were in, you were smart about what you did, and I know that you were scared. I was too. But good thing I was there in time to save you.. We know each other better than I knew anybody I was with the past 11 years.. Now that I have you here with me, I've been trying my best to protect you, keeping the promise I did for you. I'm glad that we have had no fights with each other, unless we are facing a zombie, but that's no the point here. I Love You with all my heart. And I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I never want to lose you. I know that we might be facing the world right now, but what matters the most is that I'm with you. You make me strong and brave, I have a reason to live and that reason is you...
Wow,... I don't know what to say. I mean like I love you too ever since you told me Don't worry I wont leave you, ill protect you forever I promise. that was 8 years ago. I still have the feeling now, you taught me way more than anybody, you never once made me feel embarrass, sad, mad, or cry. Me being on my period days doesn't count. I'm glad I have you in my life.
They both hugged and kissed. Even if the world is full with zombies. They manage to defeat them together, and getting the things they need to survive.
Until next time, folks..
The End.
"Heart is taking over
When the violence causes silence"
-The Cranberries/ Song "Zombie"
Monday, June 2, 2014
Nothing else matter
Everybody that is hurting you emotionally.
Don't care.
What people say behind you back,
Don't listen, nor care.
Being bullied.
Lets them hit you, your not the bully.
These words I just don't say it.
Never care for the games they play.
Never care for what they know.
Never care for what they say.
Cause nothing else matters
It's all in the mind to know, what you know.
Its all in the heart for what you feel..
Its all in the ears for what you hear.
It's all in the eyes for what you see.
Never let anybody take control of you.
Your strong enough to hold yourself together.
You were made to survive.
Not to be in a fantasy world you think you were in.
It's the real world, where everybody is dying, being sick, killing, struggling,
Where the demons are taking control.
Your not alone, people are out there, being clueless, being selfish.
Don't give a care to those people who think you are nothing but a mistake.
You're not. You were made for a reason, we all just need to find it.
I say that nothing else matters Because in reality nobody is caring for anybody but themselves.
Don't care.
What people say behind you back,
Don't listen, nor care.
Being bullied.
Lets them hit you, your not the bully.
These words I just don't say it.
Never care for the games they play.
Never care for what they know.
Never care for what they say.
Cause nothing else matters
It's all in the mind to know, what you know.
Its all in the heart for what you feel..
Its all in the ears for what you hear.
It's all in the eyes for what you see.
Never let anybody take control of you.
Your strong enough to hold yourself together.
You were made to survive.
Not to be in a fantasy world you think you were in.
It's the real world, where everybody is dying, being sick, killing, struggling,
Where the demons are taking control.
Your not alone, people are out there, being clueless, being selfish.
Don't give a care to those people who think you are nothing but a mistake.
You're not. You were made for a reason, we all just need to find it.
I say that nothing else matters Because in reality nobody is caring for anybody but themselves.
Monday, May 26, 2014
Introduction
This title blog is about people who are going thro a lot.
For example, Love,
dealing with a lot of things in their childhood and present problem.
Just letting you know that you are not alone. I may not know much about it.
For sure I can say I understand your situation.
When I talk about it, it feel like I been thro it.
We all have memories that still haunt us.
I don't need an actual therapist.
I rather save my money, cause writing it all down makes it easier than talking to some stranger.
I can never trust anybody.
I have been thro a lot, surprise im still here in this world surviving and alive.
There are times where at a point we just want to quit, but that's not the solution.
Dealing with it, helping yourself out, protecting yourself, making sure your alive and healthy.
That's all it takes.
My friend told me many times. "Don't worry about others, worry about yourself"
I Still worry about others, cause helping other makes me the better person.
It give me the confident.
A guy I love, is still blind in sight where he cant sense my love, or care.
He thinks its better if he's alone and in peace.
Everybody wants alone and peace, but not all the time.
They say that but in reality they want someone there.
A friend dad once told me. "Don't let the dead in , keep the dead out"
Why he said that well, cause some people bring the past into the present when it should be left out of sight.
Not saying that everything is going to be better , im saying that we will get thro it together.
Nobody is left alone.
Everybody needs help, we need eachother.
So lets stand up for eachother, help eachother out.
But just remember always care for yourself first. If you cant help yourself out, what makes you think you can help others out.??
For example, Love,
dealing with a lot of things in their childhood and present problem.
Just letting you know that you are not alone. I may not know much about it.
For sure I can say I understand your situation.
When I talk about it, it feel like I been thro it.
We all have memories that still haunt us.
I don't need an actual therapist.
I rather save my money, cause writing it all down makes it easier than talking to some stranger.
I can never trust anybody.
I have been thro a lot, surprise im still here in this world surviving and alive.
There are times where at a point we just want to quit, but that's not the solution.
Dealing with it, helping yourself out, protecting yourself, making sure your alive and healthy.
That's all it takes.
My friend told me many times. "Don't worry about others, worry about yourself"
I Still worry about others, cause helping other makes me the better person.
It give me the confident.
A guy I love, is still blind in sight where he cant sense my love, or care.
He thinks its better if he's alone and in peace.
Everybody wants alone and peace, but not all the time.
They say that but in reality they want someone there.
A friend dad once told me. "Don't let the dead in , keep the dead out"
Why he said that well, cause some people bring the past into the present when it should be left out of sight.
Not saying that everything is going to be better , im saying that we will get thro it together.
Nobody is left alone.
Everybody needs help, we need eachother.
So lets stand up for eachother, help eachother out.
But just remember always care for yourself first. If you cant help yourself out, what makes you think you can help others out.??
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